The story of A witch Ep1

I just had a bad dream.😱😱😵😲😞.

I just had a bad dream.😱😱😵😲😞.Sunday, Nov 13, 2016. 12:46 PM. Today at down i saw a dream. Really really bad dream. I saw i took my girlfriend to my house and introduced her to my parents. Then just after my girlfriend went in the house my mother started talking bad about her. She said she does not like her. And i saw my girlfriend can still hear her. Then to stop my mother i pushed her. I am feeling really bad. Why does it have to this way? I love both of them. If this is the really gonna happen, what will i do? I love both of them. And i want both of them. I hope this is not what really gonna happen. Because i can not choose one over the other. I love both of them.

By the way my birthday is coming soon. My mom asked me what i want for my birthday. I said whatever you can give me is ok with. And i asked my girlfriend what shes gonna give me? She said ."i dont know" .....😕😕😕😕

Looks like the day turned out great

Looks like the day turned out great 😇😇😇. Thanks to all my friends who invited me to a concert.
Me and my friends had a great time.And thanks to Sujon, Nayem, & Foisal for this great evening i enjoyed it.And thanks to all the great bands Nemesis too 😉😉 had a great time.

And my girlfriend said sorry.I am not mad or angry at her.But i still gonna return her money.

And get well soon take rest. tomorrow is your exam so u need rest.She is sick.But i do not get it how can someone vomit in cool? Maybe thats my fault. So sorry.For making worry again.I always tel you not to worry about me.But still you do and get sick.So i told u to hung up the phone and take rest. Tomorrow is you exam.I hope u do well in your exam.So the blame do not came at me,That i am the reason u got sick and u could not do well in the exam.Lets see what happens. This is a reminder for the future me,if she ever blame me for this then i can remember the reason.

I saw a lot of sexy girls to day.But some how i keep remembering my girlfriends face all the time and i stop looking at them and move away my gaze from them.Wow Bangladesh! Never thought you are getting this advanced day by day.Maybe its just me.I am back outdated what kind of cloth ware those girls wiring.Is this USA? Shame its gone from them.Maybe i haven't gone out recently that is why this is so wired to me.Or maybe the higher level you are at society the more you need to show skin.Looks like my girlfriend is noting compare to them.I should respect my girlfriend more then what i do now. Becoz she is way better.She only has some unknown friends on her Facebook account and i get mad about that. Lol where is this society going?

Goodnight future me!!! Hope you see this day

i found a cat

After a big disappointing day i just got a cat 😇 feeling good with it.Now not feeling alone anymore.

Life is going bad

November 12, Saturday, 10:44 AM.Good sunny day.and a little cold.I like this kind of weather. Today i am feeling i should give her back all the money that she spend on me.But how?? I am thinking tomorrow i will go to a contraction side work to get a job to earn some money.Can i do it?

I haven't spoken to her scene last message when she told me about taking money from her.I feel so ashamed of it.That i made promise to myself what i wont speak to her until i dont give the money back to her.And i never break a promise.I landed some money to one of my friend.That friend still haven't returned the money to me.

Why this world is so cold? All about money and power.Nothing else left in this world whats called love anymore.😕😕😞😞

Oh! Yah found a great idea. I will go to my dads work shop to work and see if he gives me some money.Have a nice day future me😊😊😇😇😇

I m not a human!!!

I m not a human!!! 😨😨😨 common dialogue ....and one of the most used Hollywood dialogue..and even anime uses this dialogue too.Today is Friday November 11 2016, 7:54 AM.This is my first blog writing.And a lot of spelling mistake.And grammatical mistake.I am writing this not for money or become famous.Just to remember and keep track of what i m doing.And to remember the future me to not do the same mistake.

I have a girlfriend.She is beautiful.I love her.And hate her too.sometime i think i dont need her sometimes i think i cant live without her.And i have done a lot of horrible behave with her.And still she is with me.She is really cool and she is being patient with me.

AM I just a kid? Maybe so.Sometimes i do something that is really really bad. So future me! Please don't hurt her anymore.

Some time i feel i am with her just to have intercourse with her.And the moment i have that i will lose all my value to meet her anymore.But i don't want to use her.I love her.But this biological need is killing me.

And more i am so bad that, when ever i see anther beautiful women, i get a crush, this always lets me to think that there is a lot of more beautiful women out there. So?

Why the hell i am with her? But even so i find beauty that is far more valuable then those other women's have in her.That is inner beauty & love that will never end.

I time to time try to breakup with her. To find a new mate.But i think what if i get a beautiful one but her hurt is ugly.And what if get both beautiful and good heart one but does not love me! Then whats gonna happen?

I don't want to hurt her.But i don't know what should i do? I feel attracted to her only when she is around.

Should i let her go?

But! Will i be happy if i marry her?

Recently i am really in need of money.I am really broke.What should i do? Get a job or keep studding? Should i join Air force, of go to university? And freelancing is not working out for me.Dear PayPal please come to Bangladesh. Or i have to stop working as a freelancer.

This is shameful but i am gonna say it just to remind my future self so that i never do this again.I took 20 taka from my girlfriend. And after she went home she send me a massage. "Doesn't your father give u any money?" .I am so ashamed i feel like i want to go to a job wright now and earn some money and give back to her.And never take money from someone else even it kills me.

So future me i hope u learned something from me here.See u in the future.Keep living don't give up.There is always something better waiting.